I don’t even know myself-

Would you mind stopping for a second, and being in my shoes?
It’s so hard to understand, so hard to cope with.
Have you ever thought about why am I so shy and reserved?
Do you know I hate having breasts?
Do you know I hate woman curves and woman length?
You should bearing in mind this littles things I'm about to tell you
littles things about me, you should know before talking crap.
Think twice the things you’ll say about me,
I’m not the kind of girl you think I am.
Have you ever thought why am I not keen on having sex?
Why can I say “what a beautiful woman” or “what a handsome man” feeling the same about either of them?
Think twice, please think twice
otherwise your words will hurt deep inside me, like they do now.
Shut yourself up if you can’t understand,
I know what tricky is to see what im trying to say,
what my point is,
I don’t even know myself
I don’t even know myself
There’s no difference between women and men,
when you fall in love with something coming from the inside of them.
what a beautiful woman, what a handsome man
can’t you see the love all around them?
Can’t you see what shines so bright?
The pure is what has the charm.
No difference between women and men,
Don’t you understand?
Sorry, it doesn’t make sence,
I don’t even know myself.